CJ Borden - Singer Songwriter

Non Existence

Credits
Lyric Credits: CJ Borden
Music Credits: CJ Borden
Producer Credits: Paul Bordenkircher
Publisher Credits: c 2008 Mesa Sand Music (ASCAP)
Performance Credits: CJB vocals and synths; Tony Loeber, guitar
Label Credits: Mesa Sand Music
Description
Short Song Description:
Poignant, heartfelt classical guitar ballad about coming to the realization you let your true love slip away.
Long Song Description:
Story Behind the Song:
Metadata
Song Length: 4:37
Primary Genre: Pop-General
Secondary Genre: Rock-Easy Listening
Tempo / Feel: Slow (71 - 90)
Lead Vocal: Female Vocal
Subject Matter 1: Heartbreak
Subject Matter 2: Lost Love
Mood 1: Heartbreaking
Mood 2: Moving
Similar Artist 1: Sarah Mclachlan
Similar Artist 2: Jewel
Language: English
Era: 2000 and later
Lyrics
-- Instrumental version also available --

I'm tired of my dreams keeping me awake
I search my soul acid tears I taste
In this non existence

I'm tired of my voice telling me lies
Trying to move on just wasted time
In this non existence

Needing you, a truth I never knew
The shame is on my mind
If we're not meant to be wash me out to sea
I can't breathe in this non existence

People see right through a cellophane disguise
Who am I to fool how I despise
This non existence

Missing you, a truth I never knew
The shame is on my mind
If we're not meant to be
Wash me out to sea
I can't breathe in this non existence

Take this cup from me
I bleed an offering
If we're not meant to be
Wash me out to sea
I can't breathe in this non existence